Saturday, September 3, 2011

*sigh*

So, i have obviously beenout of this for a while. Life is crazy. Sometimes it makes sense, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes it hurts, sometimes it feels awesome. Alot has happened since my last post, so let me briefly update you:
1) Camp ended.
2) I did not return to school.
3) My Aunt Nancy passed away.
4) I've been confused like no one ever has.
5) I've felt alone and misguided and like no one in the world understands me.
6) I've made friends that will never go away.
7) I've made memories to always look back on and smile.
8) I've been stubborn.
9) I've been ignorant.
10) I've underestimated the awesomeness of God and of the Power that he pushes through the veins of his disciples.

Lately it feels as though my world has been shaken to the ground, but it is slowly being rebuilt the way that God wants it. I fail over and over again and He is still there. Out of everything that has happened I have experienced pain, sorrow, happiness and more. But most importantly I've been reminded of the Faithfulness of My Amazing, exalted God.